Okay Xangians

Its time to hang up my hat and call it quites.

My myspace user name is "Parka"  i'll be there. Waiting for you.

Maybe if i get alot of comments i'll come back here. but if not i just dont have the time.

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I'll leave you with some newer pics.

luff yew

And now he updates.

So, its been a month.  IM SO SORRY.

I'v been incredibly busy. I got a job at the Great American Cookie Co. at the westgate mall. Its not the highest of paying jobs, nor the coolest. . .but fun nevertheless. Im only part time but we are short-handed and so i get like 40 hours a week sometimes, not to mention regular school AND hair school. Theres just hardly ever anytime for updating.

In other news . .

Im completely lost on what i want in my life right now. I feel as though i have so much love inside of me, and i just want to give it to one special person. I feel like everyone i have ever loved before hasnt deserved it, and i want to change that for once. In contrast i also have to take into consideration that i work alot, and go to school, not to mention all the homework that goes with junior year. Do i really have time for that?? Can i afford it? . .A person to focus my attention on?  Im not sure.

I do know i want to read Disco Bloodbath. Im incredibly anxious to get my hands on it.

It honestly feels weird updating....like im writing my thoughts on someone elses site. Most likely because the person i am now, and the person i was the last time i updated are not the same. In very subtle,  yet tremendous ways.

I looked like shit the other day, so i decided to take pictures. Its very un-realistic, and vain to put up only the pictures that flatter you.  [technically its vain to put pictures of yourself up period, but hey....everyones does something a little vain now a then]

Me and my sister pretending to be a CD cover picture for some cutting edge alternative band

So i took more pictures of myself. I know....your getting tired of it huh?

whatever, you live for it.

im innocent.   really...i am

Im a loner dotti. A rebel. . .

Alright. . .who the fuck told orphan annie to dump her suitcase on my floor?!....i dont like this picture...its gross.

They only want you when your seventeen

when your twenty one, your no fun. . .

ready or not

here it comes

my new hair

yay for green carpet!

its shorter, its hotter, its everything you want to be. . .

perfect.

. parka .

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I want you to be here.

I want it to be now.

Sorry i dont update very often . . .

I dont seem to get on here as much. On Xanga anyway.

Quick update on Parka's life:

- Im grounded for a week or two for failing algebra. But its okay im passing now, just still feeling the wrath of my mom for failing last six weeks.

- IM TOTALLY CRUSHING ON SOMEONE. I'v known him for a few months, but he was dating a sorta friend of mine. Which i guess is kinda breaking the rules, but im not that good of friends with that person anyway so its not THAT bad. Im not for sure, but i have reason to believe he may like me back, after-all...he called me without me giving him my number which means he asked one of my friends. And we are totally hanging out this weekend. 

- As for my recent break up, I dont really give a damn. But appearantly my ex and his overly devoted fag hag seem to think im incredibly depressed about it. I dont know why they would expect me to be upset over losing something that wasnt really worth my time. In my opinion im alot better off. They were both immature, and I think they only started hanging out with me again for my car anyways. Cause the only time everything was 100% a-okay was when they needed me as a ride to work.  who knows?  who cares? I do miss their neighbor Anne though. She was my favorite.

- I cut my hair off. It looks fabulous, and if you dont like it thats your own personal problem. You probly dont have any taste in the first place.

- I have a new obsession with BMW's. I desire one badly. Preferably a convertable in electric blue.

Nothing means more to me than my best friends. . .

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. parKa .

" the best part of breaking up is finding someone else you cant get enough of "  - props to Rebekah